Glints of the sun in front of me
clouds rolling in behind me
as I run, run
away from this feeling.

It is overwhelmening,
this constant race between
despair and happiness,
right and wrong,
yes and no.

I try so hard to beat it,
use my strength to ignore,
but the storm is constantly coming my way
no matter where I hide.

All I can do is strive to survive,
stay a step ahead,
so that it can never consume me like before.

I run.